The fact that you’re leaving and that we won’t be able to be with each other is starting to hit me now. Even now you feel so far away and I can’t stand it. I honestly don’t know what I’m going to do. I don’t know if I can handle a long distance relationship because I know I’ll miss you too much..I can’t imagine not being able to see you every other day. It feels like no matter what I do or who I’m with I’ll always feel empty if I’m not able to see or hear from you at the end of the day. There’s no one who can replace you. Ever.
I’m fat, sleep-deprived, and Tri-deprived..I want my old life back!!
I can’t remember the last time I’ve felt cute and I feel like I haven’t hung out with Tri in forever..