Today was a nice/tiring day buttt

Lol…it’s really pathetic to be honest

Like why can’t I just not care…

Siiiigh…please can I just not care so I can be happy?

I hate feeling like an emotional wreck where my feelings go up and down like a roller coaster

Why can’t I just be happy siiiigh D:

Lion dance show tomorrow at Great America and I should be excited but ughh idkk..

Somehow, my emotions always get the better of me and I end up not feeling so good

I hope I feel better by tomorrow

Goodnightt

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Name Jennifer Hom Blog
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Jennifer Hom began life as a Chinese American girl in suburban Long Island, New York. As a minority with few friends, she found happiness in drawing fairies, unicorns, magical flying unicorns, princesses, and flowers. With the help of a terribly optimistic mother, she used her countless drawings of magical beings to enroll at the Rhode Island School of Design. Now graduated with a BFA in illustration and a sweet gig at Google, she managed to find a home with climate control. She is still Chinese American, but wants to be a Broadway star.

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    me wanna guuu D:

I guess I really did want to go…

I just told you I’m not going so I guess that’s it.

Sorry *****..

I don’t wanna breathe right now.

Why am I so upset over something that I probably already knew from the very beginning that it wouldn’t happen..

Why am I upset at all? 

It’s not even my prom loool..

I’m so stupid for even getting my hopes up lmao..

I’m not mad, and if I am it’s towards myself for putting myself through this emotional pain. 

I’m sorry I even asked.

I guess I should just forget about the whole thing.

Erase all the fake memories of myself having a good time away.

I don’t want to do anything.

I can’t help but just sit around unproductively thinking about “what could have been”

I really want to go but..

You’re so against it, I feel like I have no choice even though you say it’s all up to me.

My stomach feels so twisted just thinking about it.

It’s innocent isn’t it?

Although I understand how you’d feel.

I feel so selfish.

I just want some kind of closure..

If I don’t go though..I feel like I’d hold it against you.

It’s not even my prom, but I still feel like I’d be missing out haha..

I always put your needs before my own.

You basically threatened me if I went lol..

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